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Post by Marie-Cris on May 12, 2006 19:56:53 GMT 9.5
Something got you down? Life's not fair? ( - is it?) Well, let it all out here; cry, throw tantrums ... grab the Dammit Doll and whack away to your heart's content.
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paradox
Scientist
In a quaint shadow falling aslant upon the tapestry.
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Post by paradox on Jun 6, 2006 22:06:52 GMT 9.5
Life isn't fair when you've just found a new friend who is a Warlow fan, and also found a man who is to be in one of his upcoming shows, and then you get sick so you can't go to rehearsal and talk to them. *cries*
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Post by Marie-Cris on Jun 7, 2006 20:19:25 GMT 9.5
I am so worried about my History exam; I'm gonna fail for sure. Facts are something that don't sit well with me. Facts stay out of my way, and I stay out of it's; a truce relationship. But now I gotta figure out how to remember this stuff and I can't! My other exams I'm not so panicky about, but damn ... I don't work well under stress. Will I get through this? If I fail the course I won't get my certificate, and then everything I've worked for ...
Now everything I've worked for is at stake ...
Aural and Theory are not as bad as I had thought they would be. Because I don't have a music background like everyone else ((lousy country high schools; music should be compul ... compul ... something you just gotta do)), I thought I would definetely panic about these two courses for the whole year' ((when I should've started panicing earlier about history!)). But I've got a feeling I'll pass with mediocre shades ((flying colours is an impossible dream ... dammit, now I'm gonna be singing that all night!)). Solfage ... meh, I'll get by. "Do re mi, mi re do, mi do re ..." Individual Tuition; now why doesn't that scare the crap out of me? I gotta sing in that one, after all. Seben crudele is surprisingly hard for me to sing now, despite having sung it for years'; that's the song I'm worried about the most. So strange ... I would've thought the English song in my repertoire ((okay I CAN'T SPELL!)) would've been the one to throw me off, but it hasn't ... much. It's fairly simple ((but even so, I find Italian easier to song that English [for the obvious reasons])). Nel cor ((can't remember it's actual name!)) needs a bit of tidying up ((I suck with pitch)). But Barbarina ... ah! The song from Don Giorvani ((please don't correct my spelling ... I'm too tired)) where Barbarina has lost the pin and is frantically trying to find it ... thank the Goddess I sang a song from Don Giorvani in my audition! If I hadn't my teacher ((who happened to be on the panel when I auditioned ... ack!)) wouldn't have picked out this song for me.
Well, that was long. All just to say GODDESS, I'M PETRIFIED OF MY HISTORY EXAM!!!
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Post by Marie-Cris on Aug 18, 2006 19:23:48 GMT 9.5
^ Failed spectacularly ;D But at least I passed Aural and Solfage and my Individual Tuition As for my current vent? Well ... My job sucks. Enough said.
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cinta
Phantom
~*~Anthony Warlow is love~*~
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Post by cinta on Aug 20, 2006 19:29:08 GMT 9.5
Argh! so does mine! I'll vent it... no, I won't. It's just managers being total and utter bitches, not giving me any week, then expecting me to turn up for a shift on a time when I have my orchestra practice and my availability shift specifically says UNAVAILABLE. damn bitch! look at availability sheets when you are rostering and preferably on times when I can, y'know, work. there's a heck more than that but I have to get off the computer so vent must be bottled up. lol.
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Post by Marie-Cris on Aug 20, 2006 22:12:53 GMT 9.5
Oh, seriously, I need to find a way to make member's gift-bags for my forums; EVERONE MUST HAVE A DAMMIT DOLL. Anyways, I've been making strange icons for about 6 or 7 hours' now ... I've only made nine. And a base for a future moving avi, and several blends but only one saved ((I'm just learning)). Why do I put myself through this? Anyone like Alan Rickman?
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cinta
Phantom
~*~Anthony Warlow is love~*~
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Post by cinta on Aug 23, 2006 13:27:21 GMT 9.5
Alan Rickman is totally awesome!
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Post by Marie-Cris on Aug 23, 2006 18:55:45 GMT 9.5
Naturally I couldn't resist making the avatars; when I get around to watching The Barchester Chronicles ((I died in the ABC Shop on Tuesday, honestly)) I'll make some more of him.
As to my vent: Work once again. One girl I had to work with is the SLOOOOOOOOWEST packer ever. I had to make the boxes for her and pile em up and so forth, and she'd pack so slowly that now and again I had to stop and help her pack when the table started to overflow, which of course meant that I had to rush in making boxes when I could finally get away again ... GAH! I JUST ... GAH!
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Post by Marie-Cris on Dec 10, 2006 12:01:31 GMT 9.5
Harlan and I had another fight last night. Why do I keep hurting him? Why - in order to keep him safe from me - do I hurt him to push him away? Why can't I just accept him as someone who actually wants to be my friend?
Why does he want to be, anyway? Why does he persist? We didn't say a word to each other in high school. It was chance that we met up at the Adelaide bus station, both on our way back to town. Why does he want to be a part of my life?
Why does he have hope for me?
*sigh*. I always end up crying on my birthday
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Post by neh on Dec 12, 2006 11:15:28 GMT 9.5
Golly gosh; i'm so sorry you are feeling so low Marie. Really. And on your b'day too; that's awful. Here - have some cuddles and some cake! (to make up for my not having been online on your actual birhtday day) Please feel better dear. As for this person wanting to be your friend, i think it's just as likely an occurance as you feel it unlikely; you sure seem great to me, honest! I hope things work out and look up for you soon.
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Post by Master Warlow/Lost09 on Jan 14, 2007 10:53:53 GMT 9.5
should i be worryed about the people here cause you guys are me friends right because me mom said thea i should be carful here is she right?
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Post by Marie-Cris on Jan 14, 2007 15:22:36 GMT 9.5
Oh hey, no fear. We're not a pack of psychotic killers. That's just me. *shifty eyes* Did I say that? *cough* ;D
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Post by Master Warlow/Lost09 on Jan 17, 2007 8:15:48 GMT 9.5
good, good just checking
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Post by neh on Jan 17, 2007 10:06:28 GMT 9.5
Yes; we're all perfectly safe and sane.... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! No, really; this is a lovely forum with some great people, and i hope you have fun here Master!
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Post by Marie-Cris on Jan 17, 2007 13:22:02 GMT 9.5
And if not we'll give you some Hyde treatment.
OH MY NOW REALLY *ahemahemahemahemcoughchoke*
And while I'm here:
Hotmail is being a hoe. It's not sending ANY of my audio files. GRRRRR the stupid mofo
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Post by Master Warlow/Lost09 on Jan 18, 2007 7:28:17 GMT 9.5
that's too bad for you love good luck with the hot mail thing.oh and what do you mean by Hyde treatment?
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Post by Marie-Cris on Jan 18, 2007 11:16:02 GMT 9.5
The problem with me is that I'll often tell jokes only I can figure out. Hyde = Hide = ass / treatment = beating.
It's less funny to me now that I've typed it out
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Post by neh on Jan 18, 2007 14:17:50 GMT 9.5
Neh is chuckling! You're a crazy chicken noodle, Maire - i love ya! I'm going all Hyde-ish over it being THAT time of the month. I shan't be anymore graphic but oi with the poodles already!!!!!
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Post by Marie-Cris on Jan 18, 2007 16:05:54 GMT 9.5
lol someone understood it but for the moment ... W$%BYW$T&@udfndhgfumnd*A$^^%*$*^%!@!^!!!!!!!!My vocal teacher just called up saying "I'll kill you if you defer." Apparently my parents decided to go pay a visit and they blabbed about my situation. I got the letter this morning and defferred via e-mail, and now I get this phone call. GODDAMMIT I HAD IT ALL FIGURED OUT! I was gonna stay here for a year, work up my bank account again ((I went goddamn nuts last year', not doing that again)), then next year apply for a cooking course. And someday when I've earnt enough money I'll travel Europe, return, and start my music studies again. BUT GODDAMNIT, I CAN'T AFFORD TO GO BACK THIS YEAR! I DON'T HAVE A PLACE TO STAY IN THE CITY AND I CAN'T KEEP THE TRAVELLING LIKE I DID LAST YEAR!!! AND IT'S SO GODDAMN BORING NOT A SINGLE PERFORMANCE I WANNA GODDAMN SCREAM!EDIT: Had a good cry about it. Calm now with a slight stress headache that'll pass. Well, wasn't that a fun little tantrum? ;D
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Post by windbelle on Jan 18, 2007 18:24:42 GMT 9.5
Oh dear, I hope everything will work out fine with you, Marie.
I don't remember having a vent in this thread yet, so here it is:
My network is still unstable. It took me quite a long time to access this site again. WHAT THE HELL IS THERE WITH THE NET SERVICE?! I tend to lose temper over it.
I have a term paper to finish this month but haven't got a clue where to get down to yet. Gosh!!
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Post by Marie-Cris on Jan 18, 2007 18:29:32 GMT 9.5
thank you, windbelle. And I hope things work out for you too ...
What a time for SBS to play the add that has the song "Smile" playing. *sigh*
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Post by windbelle on Jan 19, 2007 12:05:50 GMT 9.5
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Post by Marie-Cris on Jan 19, 2007 12:29:31 GMT 9.5
*hides* yeouch, that's harsh
Oh, and the second link doesn't work
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Post by windbelle on Jan 19, 2007 14:03:49 GMT 9.5
I know no one is to blame except the earthquake. Just want to have a cry here.
Yay, goddamn earthquake! It has given us much trouble since, and will continue for another month. I can't upload big files and have difficulties visiting oversea websites. And MSN messager occasionally loses messages.
PS. Copy the full url and open it in another internet explorer, it works for me. But it doesn't matter, I think.
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Post by Marie-Cris on Jan 19, 2007 14:06:52 GMT 9.5
*copies* Ah, there it goes.
And messenger was doing that LONG before the earthquake. It's a real bitch when it happens, particularly when I'm Sync-Watching.
And I can't seem to upload many files these days too. Hmm *ponderponderponder*
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Post by neh on Jan 21, 2007 10:02:01 GMT 9.5
I hope that all things bad and annoying and SMAD-Making (smad being an awful combo of sad and mad) clear up and bugger off for you both, Marie and Belle (can i call you just Belle, Windbelle, coz i type wind and i feel as though i'm calling you flactulent! hehe) Or i could call you WB, like Warner Bros or something! Anyways.... I HATE THE HEAT!!!!! Every year i am reminded of just why i loathe summer and this is why - HEAT!!!!!! Hot, dry air with mosies and flies everywhere... is it bad down south, Maire???
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Post by windbelle on Jan 21, 2007 17:36:28 GMT 9.5
Oh that's a flattering name for short. *Lol* Call me WB or what you like, it's all Okay.
I hate the heat in summer too. But at the moment it's freezing cold here at my place, and I hope I could get a little bit of heat from you.
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